google - king of terror
OK, I finally get to blog after 4 years. Having too much up my chest recently that I needed a place to blow everything out. Google made the job very fustrating indeed, requesting for a secure password that screams 'FUCK ME'. When my usual chain of passwords are no longer considered 'secure', I am left with no choice but to invent new passwords (yet again!!!) and trying to remember the 10 odd passwords that are now in my inventory. How many more passwords must I conjure up, and how many times must they tell me that the password I have entered is too weak. Is kIjUhYgT considered weak? Fuck Schmidt, or is he no longer the owner anymore?
Yes, 4 years...a freaking long time considering I am becoming an ancient Tree of Wonders. Too many things happened. Too many events to recall. Typing this in office, fingers clicking wildly on the keyboard, colleagues thinking I am working hard...Taking a break, tea-time...
Too much to handle these few weeks. Why am I putting myself thru so much stress? Just as I thought I would go back to the happy-go-lucky fuck-care lifestyle, out pops something that is causing me sleepless nights. And too many to-do things, and too little time. This blog will save my life, and my thoughts...
The list:
Open up and tidy that damn box in my room. Been there for a year
Get room in order, especially bed orientation
Settle my blogger account - DONE (but how do I do a freaking strikethrough on my posts?).
Edit all the photos from 2010 holiday (300+ to go)
Settle the to-do list in office (kinda distracted and cant be bothered)
Erase photos from this blog (so that no one will know who I am) - should I?
Go get that chee**h or whatever that is (only I know what is this)
Place a curse on whoever is reading this blog
By the way, I dreamt of this moment. This moment of me blogging again...deja vu!
The list 2:
Recollections of the recent past. Been thinking too much this past week...
Michelle - Never got you. Stay happily married. I am happy for you
Constance - Never got me. Sorry, I just wasn't into you. Was having the time of my life back then
Jenny - 1 week affair. Ian's book of records. Was nice while it lasted though. You need a sanity check if IMH dosen't come knocking
LJK - Terrific time, wonderful memories on the spicy side, Kimchi style. Sorry but I wasnt looking for a partner to quarrel with me on a near-constant basis. Sorry to make you cry. It was a difficult decision for me as well.
Julie - I forgotten your Malay name. This was one doomed perhaps from the start. Sorry, wont ever change my name to Datuk Ian, especially with some events that occurred right at that point in my life.
Eus - Thought it would end really happily. But fate deals us a cruel hand sometimes. Up until then, you were without a doubt someone I could really depend on. I hope you meet someone who could take good care of you. Make sure he is a good person. You deserve the best.
Mandy - Safe and reliable. I ride you everyday...
XXX - Named you XXX to protect your ID. Not sure how this one would turn out. I am keeping my fingers crossed.
Dont think I left out anyone...If I did, then perhaps it really wasn't worth mentioning...
I have so many things on my chest...I had more during the weekend which could qualify as a thesis entry. But at least i'm quite at peace now...
Demons shall return...and I shall slay them with one hand. Try as I might, but things are harder than they seem.
1982 raindrops, each one heavier than the last.
5.19pm - time to go soon.
Yes, 4 years...a freaking long time considering I am becoming an ancient Tree of Wonders. Too many things happened. Too many events to recall. Typing this in office, fingers clicking wildly on the keyboard, colleagues thinking I am working hard...Taking a break, tea-time...
Too much to handle these few weeks. Why am I putting myself thru so much stress? Just as I thought I would go back to the happy-go-lucky fuck-care lifestyle, out pops something that is causing me sleepless nights. And too many to-do things, and too little time. This blog will save my life, and my thoughts...
The list:
Open up and tidy that damn box in my room. Been there for a year
Get room in order, especially bed orientation
Settle my blogger account - DONE (but how do I do a freaking strikethrough on my posts?).
Edit all the photos from 2010 holiday (300+ to go)
Settle the to-do list in office (kinda distracted and cant be bothered)
Erase photos from this blog (so that no one will know who I am) - should I?
Go get that chee**h or whatever that is (only I know what is this)
Place a curse on whoever is reading this blog
By the way, I dreamt of this moment. This moment of me blogging again...deja vu!
The list 2:
Recollections of the recent past. Been thinking too much this past week...
Michelle - Never got you. Stay happily married. I am happy for you
Constance - Never got me. Sorry, I just wasn't into you. Was having the time of my life back then
Jenny - 1 week affair. Ian's book of records. Was nice while it lasted though. You need a sanity check if IMH dosen't come knocking
LJK - Terrific time, wonderful memories on the spicy side, Kimchi style. Sorry but I wasnt looking for a partner to quarrel with me on a near-constant basis. Sorry to make you cry. It was a difficult decision for me as well.
Julie - I forgotten your Malay name. This was one doomed perhaps from the start. Sorry, wont ever change my name to Datuk Ian, especially with some events that occurred right at that point in my life.
Eus - Thought it would end really happily. But fate deals us a cruel hand sometimes. Up until then, you were without a doubt someone I could really depend on. I hope you meet someone who could take good care of you. Make sure he is a good person. You deserve the best.
Mandy - Safe and reliable. I ride you everyday...
XXX - Named you XXX to protect your ID. Not sure how this one would turn out. I am keeping my fingers crossed.
Dont think I left out anyone...If I did, then perhaps it really wasn't worth mentioning...
I have so many things on my chest...I had more during the weekend which could qualify as a thesis entry. But at least i'm quite at peace now...
Demons shall return...and I shall slay them with one hand. Try as I might, but things are harder than they seem.
1982 raindrops, each one heavier than the last.
5.19pm - time to go soon.
posted by ck_ian at 4:36 pm
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