Mr Selfish
I met him today while eating my 'lunch' at 545pm. Seriously such stuff should not be discussed in the online world, but it aint of much use if it remains a hush hush affair anyway. When he saw me, he could still smile at me and pretend that nothing happened. That's really a little bit too much. Who knows what he might be thinking of behind those eyes. I realised maybe I shouldnt't have helped him time and time again. Well I did not exactly helped him many times, but I really did render help when he needed it. Grr..!~ To think that when I called and SMSed him last week to enquire about some stuff, he totally ignored the calls for 'strategic' reasons. Yea come on, what has he got to lose by revealing 'strategic' information to me. And to think that I offered to help him find a job attachement so that he could graduate on time. It turned out to be a waste of my time really. When I saw him, I was hoping he did not seat down beside me or in front of me haha. I do not consider him an enemy or something like that, but his actions last week really disappointed me. I would just remain neutral towards him from now on...
Yea my lunch was at 545pm today. Mondays and Tuesdays are really difficult to grab a decent lunch. Since I'm not really the type who's into 'grab-and-bite' stuff, I certainly needed an hour or so around 12pm for my meals. I consider that very important, since to me, nothing is more important than good health. I would rather be late for a lecture than miss my lunch. Too bad that today I had no chance to do it at all. 3 hours of design lab sessions straight from 130pm till 430pm. I was literally whining to myself why I had to endure going through such shit as IP networks and stuff like that. Of course, as usual, I did not pay attention during the lesson, and was soon in my own little dreamland. Told you I needed some major kickass form of motivation yea? I really did not care whether I understood the stuff or not, nor did it bother me at all when the lecturer was explaining and I was staring blankly into him.
Tomorrow is another downright boring day. Another 3 hour lesson listening to web stuff. I am thinking of bring a laptop to the LT and watching a movie. I did that with Trainspotting a couple of weeks ago and it certainly illuminated the afternoon for me. Tonight its aunt's house for me, which has often been the case every Monday or so. Quite cool, since Queenstown is much nearer compared to travelling all the way back to Siglap.
Life sucks..but it sucks more when I listen to dumbass engineering shit.
Yea my lunch was at 545pm today. Mondays and Tuesdays are really difficult to grab a decent lunch. Since I'm not really the type who's into 'grab-and-bite' stuff, I certainly needed an hour or so around 12pm for my meals. I consider that very important, since to me, nothing is more important than good health. I would rather be late for a lecture than miss my lunch. Too bad that today I had no chance to do it at all. 3 hours of design lab sessions straight from 130pm till 430pm. I was literally whining to myself why I had to endure going through such shit as IP networks and stuff like that. Of course, as usual, I did not pay attention during the lesson, and was soon in my own little dreamland. Told you I needed some major kickass form of motivation yea? I really did not care whether I understood the stuff or not, nor did it bother me at all when the lecturer was explaining and I was staring blankly into him.
Tomorrow is another downright boring day. Another 3 hour lesson listening to web stuff. I am thinking of bring a laptop to the LT and watching a movie. I did that with Trainspotting a couple of weeks ago and it certainly illuminated the afternoon for me. Tonight its aunt's house for me, which has often been the case every Monday or so. Quite cool, since Queenstown is much nearer compared to travelling all the way back to Siglap.
Life sucks..but it sucks more when I listen to dumbass engineering shit.
posted by ck_ian at 6:40 pm
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