deception

i think that i am happy, but i know that deep down, i am not...

too many things bothering me, never at peace with myself, how can i expect myself to be happy?

no one to share these troubles with, and i can't be bothered sharing them anyway...

no person i can trust...i look at yesteryears and i wonder what could have been,

i am a changed person, but does anyone really care?

the one that is gone, never comes back, no one is the one.

i am amazed with myself.

i hate BFGs. Am tired, and sick, karma is exacting her revenge on me.