Thursday, October 06, 2011

the mirror

I showered, came up to my room and as I turned around, I saw my image in the mirror being split into two due to the cupboard edges. It suddenly dawned on me:

Who is the real me?

A - the person who does not give in to anyone. The person whom I had been for the past 29 years. The person who was steadfast in his principles, who isn't shallow or evil in thoughts.

B - the person who has lost his sanity and treated XXX like a 'real' princess, constantly putting her ahead of himself.

I have sadly become B. I am shallow too, I start to hate people. I start to swear, and I start to become selfish to anyone else except her.